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       Saya rindu kat DIA. Agak-agak DIA rindu saya tak?       

Lexington Bridge

The entry for today has got nothing to do with bridge or anything else related to it. 😛 Hehe, I just wanna gave this band a lil spotlights to my readers. I’m sure ya’ll know PCD right? Well this band that I wanna show ya’ll is kinda PCD – esque or a better word for it “the male version of PCD”.

Hakhak. I must say that they are howt, flauting their bod in almost every video I’ve seen and they are such such good dancers. But vocal-wise….. Ahaha macam Nicole PCD tu lah. Tak de lah sesedap ice cream. Lagi kelakar when they have a song feat Snoop Dogg. Remeber Buttons? PCD feat Snoop. 😛 I dunno I just thinks its funny. And, and they are actually an r&b, pop band but the dressing & style is kinda off. Tiba-tiba ade goth makeup & mohawk. Pelik lah. But who am I to judge, kot-kot ada readers yang ske kat Lexington Bridge ni kan. Hehe.

I don’t fancy this band sangat sebab lagu macam so-so je except for their ballad song, Everthing I Am. I like that one. Girls, kalau nak drool agak-agak ok. Don’t drool in my page. Bahahaha. Ok, nuff said. Silalah cuci mata-mata anda sebelum class bermula ye. Hehehehe.

 

The paradox of our time…

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We’ve done larger things, but not better things.

We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete…

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn’t cost a cent.

Remember, to say, ‘I love you’ to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Haji Bakhil (Kedekut)

How cheapskate are you? If I could rate myself from 1 to 10, with 10 being very cheapskate, I would say, I am a 7. (I may be mild, because no, I don’t bring empty cups with me to Burger King, so that I can get free drinks and refill all I want. :D) I do, however, take the longest to order in restaurants, because I go through the menu page by page, checking out every detail and promos on the food, and spotting every price trick on the menu. My friends are usually embarrassed when I can stand there staring at the price board at KFC figuring out which is the better deal. Every cent counts to me. I like to make sure I get all my money’s worth. When we stay in hotels, I collect all the complimentary gifts without necessarily needing or using them. I just take them. Being environmental friendly, I don’t agree in using up the electricity or water, thinking I’ve paid for it, so I should use it as much as I want. So, instead of causing damage to the environment, I get my money’s worth from getting the free stuff they provide. I make a point to wake up to have the complimentary breakfast, even if it means I have to walk all by myself and sit all alone in my pjs. I don’t usually spoil myself with things. My parents are the ones who spoil me. But then again, I prefer to use the word manja than spoil. haha. I always think everything is expensive. I usually want something, but I will think about it over and over until I get bored of the thing I initially wanted and decide not getting it at the end unless someone else gets it for me without me asking for it. I try to save and think so much of the future of me that sometimes I forget the things in the present. If it’s possible, I want to work for my own wealth and security, without relying on my parents. But sometimes I forget to live the present. I have been very stingy with myself lately. I don’t eat out all that much although I can afford it, because I want to save so much. Last week, when one of my girlfriend ajak me to join her in the dance class thinking it would be fun to take on a new hobby to pass time, I denied her offer. Only having myself later thinking, should I just join and have fun a lil? I just don’t think I should spend my money on something I don’t really want. But, it would be fun spending on myself once in a while. My family thinks although they doesnt deny the fact that I am no doubt a cheapskate, I shouldn’t spend on something I don’t really want and that this is definitely not an act of cheapskate. Btol la kot.

ps, Yes, girlfriends, I am keeping this blog posted for you girls. It’s very convenient for all of us to keep in touch this way, since we’re all free at different times.

Can u tell something is different about me?
Can you tell my eyes shine a little more since I met you?
Can you tell that my smiles with you are true?
Can you tell that my laughs with you are the best?
Can you tell that I’m alive once again?
My heart beats with love.
My veins flow with life.
My true smiles only show when I’m around you.
Can you tell that I’m happy once again?
Being with you is the best time in the world.
Your words are so sweet and cute.
Your eyes melt me inside.
Your voice gives me butterflies in my tummy.
Can you tell that you bring me happiness?
Can you tell that only you make me smile with joy?
Can you tell you are the one that I fell in love with.
From the very begining of the story.
Can you tell that my feelings for you are true?
You are the one that brightens up my stormy days.
You are the one that helps me though my rough days in my life.
You were and still are right by my side.
You are the one I love with my entire corazon.

* Love You Sayang *

LoveBug

* Dedicate this song To Someone That I Love*

 

 

Jonas Brothers – Lovebug

Called you for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I’m speechless
Over the edge and just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Love bug again
Hopeless head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
With this love bug again

I can’t get your smile out of my mind
I think bout your eyes all the time
Beautiful but you don’t even try
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I’m speechless
Over the edge and just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
With this love bug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can’t you see

Now I’m…

Yahow!!!

Now I’m speechless!
Over the edge and just breathless!
I never thought that I’d catch this!
Love bug again!
Now I’m hopeless, head over heels in the moment!
I never thought that I’d get hit!
With this love bug again!
Ohh oho

Love bug again

Kau Begitu Sempurna Di Hatiku

arggh….he’s driving me crazy!”

bla bla bla… the words came right through my mouth simultaneously cause me thoughtful thousand of questions?? Reflect that my heartbeats turn ups and down . Is it really me? The passionate into some kind that I don’t really felt for a quite some times… It is interesting and aesthetic naturally came inside me whispering deep down into my heart; and there poops up ” ..Am I in LOVE? “.

Still fresh deep in my head captivated of the smile and face..It is my indulge that hoping I meet him and have an opportunity to share the intimacy without any indecisive. 2008, while I lay down and cherish my day.. hand phone ring and there was him calling me.. an initial story of love began from that moment..yet there still us till now joy and mesmerize the love and thriving day by day..

It’s me saying again “…ouch! he’s really driving me crazy.. hehe”…love u Mr. Booboo syg…

 

 

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu

Di setiap langkahku ku kan
selalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan
Hidupku tanpa cintamu

Bridge:
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Coda:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna
Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuhk au bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Bridge:
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna
Kau genggam tanganku saat diriku lemah dan terjatuhk au bisikkan dan hapus semua sesalku

Bridge:
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
tak kan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Coda:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adlah hidup ku lengkapi diriku oh sayang engkau begitu sempurna .. sempurna

The Present…

It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking.

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room’s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the otherside of the room would close his eyes and imagine this pictures que scene. One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man could not hear the band – he could see it in his mind’s eye asthe gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.
It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, ‘Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.’

Epilogue:
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.
Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can’t buy.
‘Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.’

the thing is i do take full responsibility of my actions and mistakes that result in bad consequences. i don’t blame anyone on my doings and i accept whatever is to happen as a result of my actions. the thing is you can’t change the past. in the present, you wish whatever happened in the past never happened. but the thing with life and the ppl in it, judge you on your past and mistakes. just because i don’t, i can never expect ppl to not judge me on what they see and perceive of me, i can never expect ppl to not judge and blame me for my mistakes in the past. i don’t know who i can share my sorrows with, without being judged, blamed and hurt more. it’s horrifying that when you share your problems, you’re not only blamed for causing that particular problem, but you are also accused of creating problems for other people, when this was clearly out of the story. some things just never change. when i was in school, my bestfriend had a new bestfriend whom she was still at the stage of impressing the new bestfriend. the new bestfriend had a boyfriend who had became friends with me. the boyfriend ended up falling for me without me feeling the same way. the new bestfriend was crossed at me. i felt uncomfortable and had confided in my bestfriend. my bestfriend had told me that i brought it on to myself and it’s all my fault for being friends with the fella. she then went on saying that my problem is going to cause her a problem with the new bestfriend because of what I did. this story means nothing to me now, hence i give this as a substitute to the example that’s currently happening. no, i am not fine. i am sad, i am sad knowing it’s my fault. but i’m sadder the person i rely on blames me for it and is concern more of what’s to happen to her. why do some people use anything they can to go against you? your past, your family background, anything they can get. i wish one day, u’d see that ive never used your past or life against you, even when i could. i just choose not to.

Im sick right now…I want nothing just my baby yayang booboo chomel… 😦