Archive for April, 2009

Beautiful….

Posted in Oh! Insan Bergelar Wanita on April 14, 2009 by sweetylittlebooboo

Akon – Beautiful Lyrics

[Akon]
When I see you
I run out of words to say (oh oh)
I wouldn’t leave you
‘Cause you’re that type of girl to make me stay (oh oh)

I see the guys tryna’ holla
Girl I don’t wanna bother you
‘Cause you’re independent and you got my attention
Can I be your baby father
Girl I just wanna show you
That I love what you are doin’ hun

I see you in the club
You gettin’ down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you

You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful

[Akon & Colby O’Donis]
You’re so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You’re so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You’re so beautiful

[Colby O’Donis]
Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away (yeah)
And like the sun you
Brighten my day, you brighten my day (yeah)
I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin’ down good
I wanna get with you, yeah
I see you in the club
You showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you

You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful

[Akon & Colby O’Donis]
You’re so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
You’re so beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful
Beautiful

[Kardinal Offishall]
Kardinal told you
Whether the sky blue or yellow
This fella ain’t that mellow
If it ain’t about you (you)
Hourglass shape make the place go (ooohhh)
Waistline makes my soldier salute
I’mma brute (brute)
High from your high heel game
High heels push up ya ass last name
And you livin’ in the fast lane
Eyes like an angel (goddess)
Watch my yellin’ as she undress
Spotless (otless) bad to the bone
Make me wanna go put me in the triple X zone (zone)
Lames don’t know how to talk to you
So let me walk with you, hold my hand
I’mma spend them grands, but after you undress
Not like a hooker, but more like a princess
Queen, empress, president
Pull any way ya got my love
‘Cause your beautiful (okay??)

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin’ down good
I wanna get with you (ohh yeah)
I see you in the club
You showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you

You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you’re so beautiful (so beautiful)
So damn beautiful (so beautiful)

[Akon & Colby O’Donis]
You’re so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You’re so beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
beautiful
You’re so beautiful

[Akon]
Where’d you come from you’re outta this world
To me (ohh ohh)
You’re a symbol of what every beautiful woman should be (oooh wee)(ohh ohh)

[Colby O’Donis]
I never wanna see you cry cry cry (don’t cry)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie (oh yeah)
Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry (ohhhh)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie (lieee)

[Akon]
I see you in the club
You gettin’ down good
I wanna get with you (ooh yeah)
I see you in the club
You showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you

You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said you’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
You’re so beautiful

p/s : I like this song sooooo much…..dedicate to all girls out there… 🙂

Aku benar-benar cinta….

Posted in Uncategorized on April 13, 2009 by sweetylittlebooboo

Adam – Benar-Benar Lyrics

Sayang, ku benar-benar cinta…

Semalaman ku tak kering mata
Didukung kekabu melapik pilu
Mengharap esok bisa menjanjikan sebuah lembaran baru

Sejak kita berdua berpisah
Aku tak habis-habis gelisah
Apakah itu tandanya bahawa…

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Tak terjawab bila hati bertanya ke mana kau hilang

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang

Semalaman lagi bersendiri
Parahnya diseksa sunyi sepi
Beginikah perasaan pabila kita disisih cinta

Ku sangka ku tabah berdikari
Rupanya rapuh untuk berdiri
Kembalilah kau kepada ku kerana…

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Tak terjawab bila hati bertanya ke mana kau hilang

Ku benar-benar cinta
Ku benar-benar sayang
Suluhkan gelita kalbuku terang

p/s : my true feeling…. 😦

I’m Sorry :(

Posted in Uncategorized on April 13, 2009 by sweetylittlebooboo

I know for the past few days I have been very irritating, unreasonable and bad when smsing you communicating to you. I understand you are helpless and sometimes cannot take it. You are already handling a lot of web designs, work to do and coming events. I have no excuse to ask you for forgiveness.

I have been studying the whole day and cooled down a lot. Looking into the past photos and recalling the past, I yearn for them to come back, but I know how…

The past few days, I have been very agitated and frustrated at trying to get my feelings and thinking to you and wanted you understand and try to do something for the relationship, I felt very unhappy and angry that things ain’t working. I am totally depressed and angry.

HOWEVER, I still wish you can take up sometimes to read this blog everyday. I have put in a lot of effort trying to tell you about me and trying to make this relationship work. U and I want this relationship work and move on and not quarrel and quarrel. I hope u can do your part by taking just 5mins to read everyday and better write something here so that I can understand you and have things to talk. I want communication between both of us. I repeat. That is what I have been angry for the past few days.

I want to be such a baby to u and communication!
This is all I just wanted! I really don’t understand why u don’t understand what I want. I don’t want what reporting or etc. I don’t feel your sincerity towards our relationship at all except that sms that u tried to assure me. It really touched me. :’)

I apologise for being so impulsive and having a bad tone on u. Hope U and I can cool down and our relationship can continue.

I had 2 nightmares yesterday night, I dreamt u are so engrossed in your work that u forgot about me, leaving me alone somewhere in some place which I dunno. Then I dreamt our relationship cannot move on and I left this place in tears while u found a gf without even saying goodbye.. I woke up in tears just to realise i love you too much… L

Dear, I really wish our relationship can move on. I will watch myself again to make sure that I don’t harm u, but I hope u can do your part in making our relationship move on forward.

You are the only guy that I have tried so hard to accept a guy again. You are the only guy who is worth it for me to put in so much effort.

You are the only guy I want to spend the rest of my life with, taking care of you and loving you.

You are the one and only one…


I’m sorry…

I don’t know why???

Posted in Cinta Sejati, Coretan Harian, Kehidupan Ini on April 13, 2009 by sweetylittlebooboo

I hate when I get into these certain states of mind. Where my mind doesn’t seem to know what it wants or who it wants to befriend so that everyone is suspect. My thoughts are paranoid and everyone is not to be trusted with my loyalty. Today or later in the day, I am supposed to be spending my weekends with Booboo. I’m nervous, and worried that it won’t go well cos we’ve been fighting lately. I don’t know why… L. And I don’t even know why I want to keep up pretences that I’m a good person when I am far from it. Now I’m starting fights with Booboo every minutes and I don’t know how to stop myself. How can I not be aware of how this relationship flaw of mine has followed me from the past relationship into this one. Maybe it was always me. Maybe I need some serious reflection and therapy. I am completely aware of how wrong I am for getting mad, but I still watch from the inside how I treat Booboo. And I wonder why he’s still with me. Why would you want to put yourself through such difficulty? Is it really that worth it?

When It’s Hard To Say “I Love You”

Posted in Uncategorized on April 12, 2009 by sweetylittlebooboo

I love my mother

Sometimes, although wanting to, we find it hard to say those three words to our mother: “I love you”. They seem like the simplest words in the world, but can be the scariest to share with another human being.

But guess what? Most people don’t understand something about mothers. All they want is to know that their children are okay. All they need is to feel that they did a good job. Many mothers base their own sense of worth on how successful their children are as adults – whether they are happily married, have children, enjoy their career, and are happy in their life. To moms, it shows whether they were a successful parent or not.

We often keep our lives separate from our parents, without realizing we don’t share enough information with them – so they have no idea if we really are okay. You will give your mother immeasurable peace if tell her something good (just something small is fine) about your life every time you talk. Think of it as giving your mother peace as she gets older. What a lovely gift to give the person who gave you life!
How To Say “I Love You”
When you think of saying “I love you”, you feel your own fears and insecurities. But it is Mother’s Day – not daughter’s or son’s day – so it’s really important to make this Mother’s Day about her and not you!

The greatest gift that you can share with your mother is to thank her, just for being your mother. Tell her how much you appreciate her care, thank her for it and that you are glad that she is your mother. Then take a deep breath, and make yourself utter those terrifying words: “I love you mom”. Then watch the smile grow on her face and the tears of pure happiness swell in her eyes.

Don’t worry, while you may feel strange – you will survive the moment! Mother’s Day originated as a day to honor your mother. It is within your power to give the gift of peace to this very important person in your life.

Quiz : Get to know myself better….

Posted in Uncategorized on April 12, 2009 by sweetylittlebooboo

I got this and so i tried it.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Posted in Uncategorized on April 12, 2009 by sweetylittlebooboo

The thing is, I wasn’t entirely shock of the news. I expected it. Although it was anticipated, I guess I never imagined how hard or sad it would actually make me feel once it really happened. Perhaps I’m scared that my ultimate dream, the one thing I look forward to the most, the motivation that keeps me going here, will go down the road. But, then I come to think of it, it isn’t even close to being over, it’ll just be over due. If I could have waited patiently (or not so patiently. hee 🙂 ) this couple of years, then what is another few years? And to know that it isn’t in any way Booboo’s fault or call. And that Booboo is doing all that Booboo can.

I have never been through so much challenges in any relationship with anyone. Probably because, I couldn’t care less before. Or that any challenge could be used as an excuse to get out of the relationship. With my dear Booboo, I see myself doing things I would never imagine myself doing.

I am trying my very best to pull up the strength and energy, to support myself emotionally, and be as supportive as I can.